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Maria Edith

and love. I have to pronounce this really slowly. I found peace and the
love that I did not dare to give myself.
The fear controlled me, the fear paralyzed me. The fear didn’t let
my heart beat with joy. How can an emotion be so intense and harmful?
This way, nobody can function in love and joy. No, no. It is as if the flow
of blood is stagnating. Everything is so heavy that you feel as if you have
landed in a swamp; a swamp where you have ended up through the ways
of life and where you can no longer avoid being caught.
Then suddenly everything was gray. The gray was getting darker and
darker. It hurts so much. It was something that pulled me down, so deep
I felt I no longer had the power to come up, to escape.
Everyone watches and nobody can do anything about this. It is your
lesson. You must do it alone, come out with only your own strength. The
longer it takes, the darker, heavier and unclear it becomes. Every centimeter
counts. Lower and deeper. You are the only one who needs to find the power
from somewhere to get out of it. The longer, the worse. Pulling becomes
more difficult, as you always feel as time goes on, pulling harder, you feel
you can no longer handle it. You no longer have any strength for this ... Is
there someone who would like to help with it? ... NO! This is your lesson,
nobody else’s lesson and you have all possible tools to solve this. If you decide
the time has come to resolve this, all help will be ready for you.
And here you are, thinking that you really can’t handle this anymore.
No ... you can do it. You just have to make sure you take the strings and
start pulling on them so that you start to emerge from the swamp.
There will certainly be courage and also time needed for this, but you
will find them for sure.
The most important thing is the inner process that begins with the
desire for freedom, that freedom that you have lost, when you could no
longer see your own Light through the darkness over it. The suffocation in
realizing that you no longer want to live without your Light. The Light
that you so much want to see again, to be able to enjoy it, to bathe in it.
This moment is the most crucial moment when you can find the power

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